You say I am funny.
Why?
I ask, and there is no answer because is too hard to explain according to you. Funny...
I could say one or two things about "funny" and one of them, one that I remember from a song by Tori Amos, is that funny is how the distance learns to grow. Lies, lame excuses, dissimulation, pretending and insults, one after another, careless and with no regrets, all tearing apart what was not even close.
Funny... but then, what else can be expected when everything under the surface of what you think you see is far beyond your capabilities to understand?